Finding out Too Much

I have been reunited with my birth family now since about Thanksgiving. I have met two sisters, and some aunts and uncles on my b-mom's side. I have broke through to my b-fathers side and have talked with my half-brother. I have not met anyone yet on that side of the family.. I am looking forward to meeting all of my new family members.

I never expected to learn that my mom became a Internationally known supermodel, and in time would have had the means to support me afterall. I deal with alot of anger toward her on this, I guess I never thought my story would unfold as it has. I have pictures of her, and they are professionally done, she and I look alot alike in our 20's. Its wierd to see a version of me, on a magazine cover. Am I wrong to feel slighted and abandonded? I actually feel like she dumped me, and moved on for success. Then at time I do not feel anger.. ERRRRRR I guess what I am saying is that, in searching - be prepared for anything that unfold.. You have not control whatsoever on how much or what the content is that you learn.

I am coping, I love my new family members - they have missed me forever. And my b-fathers side seem eager to meet me as well.. .sigh...I am up in the air on how I should feel.

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