My Pain

Hello my name is Lauren and i was adopted when i was just a little baby. I found out that I was adopted in the 2nd grade. My adoptive parents are a mixed couple. One is black(father)and one is white(mother).


Well they treat me so different from their kids they think that i'm less b/c im not theirs. That hurts me so bad my mother is always making fun of me calling me fat, but what i understand is that my mother was very large and I cant help it.

It just hurts me so bad that she can be so hateful. She aways tell me that I can't give you permission to do anything im not the one who wanted you and that hurts me a lot. She doesn't try to make me feel like what is hers is mine, it's more like,"what is hers, stay away from it". She likes to call me the N word alot but what she fails to relize that her husband is one, her son and his kids, and her daugter and her kids are too, but the N word she says is make Black trash and I think my father is some what afraid of her. He always goes, "yes, Sherry no, Sherry". He never tells her, "Ok, that's enough, stop messing with her", he will just start on me too. IT'S JUST SO TERRIBLE!

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